I don't know why I do this, but I cant help it?

-I question who I am and what I've done. I wrote a status on Facebook but it was too long to post, it was a a status to clarify my previous one.



Maybe I wasn't as clear as people *cough* __________ *cough* would like me to be. I think we are defined by what we did in our lives and who we are as a person as in, angry, pessimistic, whatever. Anyone can say "Oh, that guy, with the gigantic f*cking eyes". But I don't want to be known for a physical appearance, because anyone can have huge eyes and whatnot. And it's kinda hard for me to think of, well, how I am as a person. I don't know, I might be having an off day.



I can't help myself but ask these questions. Why? Is there something bigger behind it? I need help guys....